I AM GATHERING THE KNOWLEDGE...I AM DOING THE THINGS.. I M DOING THIS, I AM DOING THAT,ITS ONLY ME THAT I M DOING..BUT WHAT AM I DOING FOR OTHERS? OR WHAT ARE THEY DOING FOR ME? HERE LIES THE BIG DILEMMA WITHIN ME.... I HAVE TO GO , BUT WHERE? I AM JUST KILLING MY TIME HERE, COS I GOT NO WORK TO DO...IT SEEMS THE WORLD HAS STOPPED AND I AM THE ONLY ONE TRYING TO SHOW OTHERS THAT I AM WORKING.WORKING FOR WHAT ? NOTHING I AM JUST WASTING MY PRECIOUS TIME....TIME?? DO I HAVE MY OWN TIME OR IS IT FOR OTHERS? TIME DOESN'T STOPS FOR OTHERS, A VERY OLD SAYING, BUT IF EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED THEN WHY IS IT NOT THAT THE TIME HAS STOPPED FOR SOMEBODY? WHEN I GO TO ANY WORK TO THE GOVT OFFICES THERE I M DELAYED, WAITING FOR THEIR APPROVAL AND I STOP THERE FOR DAYS, MONTHS AND YEARS?? WHERE DOES TIME GOES THEN? IS IT JUSTIFIED AT THAT MOMENT ABOUT THAT SENTENCE" TIME DOESN'T STOPS FOR ANYONE? I AM A LONELY GATHERER I WILL ONLY GATHER AND NEVER GIVE IT TO ANYONE AND ONE FINE DAY WHEN I DIE, I DIE OF A BROKEN HEART CAUSE I COULDN'T SHARE THAT TO ANY BODY..I WILL BECOME A LITTLE ABNORMAL IN MY OLD AGE , THE REASON? THE REASON ILL BE MENTALLY ILL AS BECAUSE I COULDN'T POUR IT OUT OF MY MIND..FRUSTRATION, DEPRESSION AND MANY MORE.... I HATE TO WAIT FOR LONG.. I REALLY DON'T BELIEVE IN THE SAYING"GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME SO HES MAKING LATE"... I DISLIKE THIS CONCEPT OF WAITING,WHY IS IT NOT THAT IT HAPPENS WITH THE CLICK OF MY KEYBOARD..SO THAT I BE HAPPY AND OTHERS BE HAPPY TOO....
NO I AM NOT A KILLER AT ALL, THAT I LL SHOOT SOMEBODY WITH A GUN.. I AM AN INVENTOR AN INVENTOR OF NEW THOUGHTS..OR RATHER I AM A DISCOVERER ...I DON'T HAVE TO GO TO THE OCEAN OR SEA TO DISCOVER NEW LANDS..AS BECAUSE MY MIND HAS TRAVELED A LOT AND IS STILL TRAVELLING..I CAN REACH UP TO NEW LIMITS AND MOREOVER I CAN GO TO NEW DIMENSIONS WHERE I CAN EXPLORE NEW THINGS.
I AM FEELING HUNGRY NOW.. MY STOMACH IS ACHING, I NEED SOME FOOD TO EAT.I HAVE LOST MY PATIENCE I CANNOT WRITE MORE AS BECAUSE I CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON MY WORK. THE BRAIN HAS SENT THE SIGNAL OF EAT!EAT! AND EAT.... I HAVE TO EAT , EAT THE WHOLE WORLD,EAT THE LIES,THE TRUTH , THE UNKNOWN AND THE KNOWN....
