THE LION

I AM GATHERING THE KNOWLEDGE...I AM DOING THE THINGS.. I M DOING THIS, I AM DOING THAT,ITS ONLY ME THAT I M DOING..BUT WHAT AM I DOING FOR OTHERS? OR WHAT ARE THEY DOING FOR ME? HERE LIES THE BIG DILEMMA WITHIN ME.... I HAVE TO GO , BUT WHERE? I AM JUST KILLING MY TIME HERE, COS I GOT NO WORK TO DO...IT SEEMS THE WORLD HAS STOPPED AND I AM THE ONLY ONE TRYING TO SHOW OTHERS THAT I AM WORKING.WORKING FOR WHAT ? NOTHING I AM JUST WASTING MY PRECIOUS TIME....TIME?? DO I HAVE MY OWN TIME OR IS IT FOR OTHERS? TIME DOESN'T STOPS FOR OTHERS, A VERY OLD SAYING, BUT IF EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED THEN WHY IS IT NOT THAT THE TIME HAS STOPPED FOR SOMEBODY? WHEN I GO TO ANY WORK TO THE GOVT OFFICES THERE I M DELAYED, WAITING FOR THEIR APPROVAL AND I STOP THERE FOR DAYS, MONTHS AND YEARS?? WHERE DOES TIME GOES THEN? IS IT JUSTIFIED AT THAT MOMENT ABOUT THAT SENTENCE" TIME DOESN'T STOPS FOR ANYONE? I AM A LONELY GATHERER I WILL ONLY GATHER AND NEVER GIVE IT TO ANYONE AND ONE FINE DAY WHEN I DIE, I DIE OF A BROKEN HEART CAUSE I COULDN'T SHARE THAT TO ANY BODY..I WILL BECOME A LITTLE ABNORMAL IN MY OLD AGE , THE REASON? THE REASON ILL BE MENTALLY ILL AS BECAUSE I COULDN'T POUR IT OUT OF MY MIND..FRUSTRATION, DEPRESSION AND MANY MORE.... I HATE TO WAIT FOR LONG.. I REALLY DON'T BELIEVE IN THE SAYING"GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME SO HES MAKING LATE"... I DISLIKE THIS CONCEPT OF WAITING,WHY IS IT NOT THAT IT HAPPENS WITH THE CLICK OF MY KEYBOARD..SO THAT I BE HAPPY AND OTHERS BE HAPPY TOO....

NO I AM NOT A KILLER AT ALL, THAT I LL SHOOT SOMEBODY WITH A GUN.. I AM AN INVENTOR AN INVENTOR OF NEW THOUGHTS..OR RATHER I AM A DISCOVERER ...I DON'T HAVE TO GO TO THE OCEAN OR SEA TO DISCOVER NEW LANDS..AS BECAUSE MY MIND HAS TRAVELED A LOT AND IS STILL TRAVELLING..I CAN REACH UP TO NEW LIMITS AND MOREOVER I CAN GO TO NEW DIMENSIONS WHERE I CAN EXPLORE NEW THINGS.

I AM FEELING HUNGRY NOW.. MY STOMACH IS ACHING, I NEED SOME FOOD TO EAT.I HAVE LOST MY PATIENCE I CANNOT WRITE MORE AS BECAUSE I CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON MY WORK. THE BRAIN HAS SENT THE SIGNAL OF EAT!EAT! AND EAT.... I HAVE TO EAT , EAT THE WHOLE WORLD,EAT THE LIES,THE TRUTH , THE UNKNOWN AND THE KNOWN....

As I skulked past the gates
And drew behind the stones
The winding trees enveloped
The cloak around my bones

Peering through the night's mist
I crept through the fen
To try and find the totem
In the grey warg's den

The freezing forest guards
The secrets that he wrought
His spirit lies on every twig
His scent infests the haunt

His howling cut the still air
His cry up to the stars
The piercing bay of his rage
Tore the beat out of my heart

To the entrance
I stalked up in the shadows
His breathing I could hear
Rasping in the barrows

Silently my dagger slid
From its ice-cracked sheath
His bloody maw emerging
His jowls hung raw beneath

Like those that lusted below me
My mind was always snared
The totem drew my senses
The grey warg drew my fear

His giblet eyes surveyed me
His haggard haunch was raised
Rearing up his splintered paw
He struck me in a daze

u promised

: ull come

but alas

: u r not there

: witha heavy heart i weep

: my tears roll down my knees

: i stumble